‘Three!’ I show my pads.
Humpty crashes in his punches. I push him back
and side step. The mat squeaks.
His eyes are hidden behind condensation-covered glasses.
‘Two!’ I shout it louder.
Humpty crashes in again, his breathing
haggard. His bald, egg-shaped head beads with sweat. He’s trembling, as if
about to crack.
‘Three!’ I don’t let up. But drops of his sweat splash onto my
face. As I step back to gag he stays tight on me.
‘One!’ I stammer.
His fist hits the pad, showering me in sweat. I even taste it in my mouth; shouldn’t have worked him so hard.
‘Time!’ Steve calls.
‘Sir!’ We answer.
Jen and I are eight months into martial arts training at our local academy. We go every Tuesday and Thursday night. We
should have moved up to the advanced class but we aren’t willing to pay the
extra membership fee. I’m like the giant kid in the classroom who has to keep
repeating fourth grade.
‘Remember to shake those hips. Shakira? Elvis?
Take your pick!’ Steve, a recent black belt, is instructing our class. He’s a
good martial artist but tries too hard to be funny. It’s the tenth time we’ve
heard him tell that joke this month.
‘Alright. Knock yourselves out!’
‘Sir!’ Billy Brownnose shouts louder and
longer than everyone else.
The stereotypical image of your usual martial
artist as a ripped, fighting machine is total fantasy. The three types of
martial arts student are Scrawny, Fat and Timid; the kind that needs self
defence. Basically “Gorms,” – as Jen puts it.
I’m still trying to figure out which type we
are.
The most reviled of all the students is the
dreaded Pitbull, a boxy-framed bitch with no neck. She clamps onto Jen at the beginning of each
class, so they have to be partnered. Like the mean lesbian in a woman’s prison,
she has taken Jen as her wife. Pitbull sucks out all the fun by telling Jen
what to do and what she’s doing wrong (even if she’s not). She won’t continue
the drill until Jen does as she’s told. It’s Pitbull’s way – or no way.
Our God is Bruce Lee - or “Gung” Lee as we
call him. A painting of his face hangs on the wall, watching us. We bow to his
image as we enter the mat and salute him to begin training. The instructors are
either ‘Sir’ or ‘Miss’ and every time they explain a move or give an order we
shout back ‘Sir!’
The style of discipline and hierarchy in martial arts turns some off. For others, especially those who feel marginalized,
they are welcomed into a new family where they feel validated and hold positions
of respect.
On the other side of the wall to Gung Lee are
two massive prints of Mr. Powell. One shows him choking a man with a bamboo
pole and the other has him breaking the man’s leg.
Mr. Powell is the owner of the Academy and one
of the few accredited disciples of Bruce Lee. I’m not sure what his first name
is. He rarely appears and when he does I only ever dare a furtive glance. He
usually stands arms crossed; looming in the background, flanked by grim faced
Instructors. His name is spoken in hushed whispers as if blasphemous to take in
vain. When he arrives at the front door, the instructors drop to one knee. ‘Sir
Sir’ they grovel, clasping their hands together.
I joined an integrated class one Saturday with
a mix of students across the academy from seniors to kids from the junior
division. Instructor Naomi ran us through a crippling warm up. There were
shocked faces as Mr. Powell entered the mat. He had spiked shin guards strapped
to his legs. He looked like Master Shredder, the villainous leader of the Foot
Clan in the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles. The group fell into a reverent silence.
Instructor Naomi dropped to one knee ‘Sir Sir’ she chanted.
Mr. Powell stood at the front of the class and let the quiet grow uncomfortable. He peered around the room, sizing us up. He was older and more grizzled than the prints on the wall. His lip upturned into a sneer and he muttered an inaudible quip. Everyone buckled with laughter, as if the person who laughed the least might not make it out alive. I didn’t even catch what he said but still laughed until it hurt. His smile dropped and we stopped at once.
He summoned Steve, his favourite whipping boy,
with a single, curling finger. Steve tripped over himself with enthusiasm.
Shredder threw Steve to the ground and dug in his knee. He rested his entire
weight on Steve while twisting his arm into locks. Steve was so desperate to
impress the Shredder that he resisted tapping out. Nobody impresses the Shredder.
He switched into a more dominating position and we heard a crack as Steve’s elbow
snapped.
‘Thank you, thank you Sir,’ Steve gasped, as
two other students dragged his writhing body off the mat.
Shredder summoned for a fresh partner. I pushed
Pitbull forward. But Instructor Naomi was faster, taking one for the team. He pulled
her to the ground and climbed on top. From here, he explained, he ‘can assume
the Full Mount.’ He could too and nobody would stop him. He kept her pinned
down and rolled over her. She gagged as he wrapped his crotch around her mouth.
‘The
North South position,’ he illustrated, looking up from between her legs.
‘More
like the Sixty-Nine!’ I wanted to shout. But didn’t dare.
We heard a parent murmuring from off the mat.
Shredder stopped lunching on Naomi to leer over. ‘Are you on the phone? I can
hear you!’
The woman’s face froze like she’d been spanked.
In the presence of the Shredder, nobody dares speak
unless spoken to.
I wonder what Gung Lee thinks as he watches
down on us. Was this his vision? To raise an army of Gorms in his name? Provide
shelter for those looking for something to believe in? Or is it all just for
money?
The last eight months have led me to believe
the latter.
In the Beginners class we are all White Shirts
and not yet fully initiated. We exist in the Academy on the fringe as if in a
holding cell, waiting to learn our fate.
Every so often Instructor Dennis will appear,
at the end of a lesson, to walk a student into his office. Once the door
closes, Instructor Dennis shuts the Venetian blinds.
Some students I never see again. Others I’ll one day pass in the stairwell or
see them training in a different class - donning a black shirt; the dress of
the initiated. They have been invited deeper into the ranks of the Academy. They
look embarrassed to see me. I guess bumping into an old school mate always is.
Instructor Dennis has walked us several times
into his office for The Chat, but each time we have resisted his sell.
Advancing in the Academy costs an outrageous amount.
I was caught discussing with Momma’s Boy,
another beginner, what happens after the initiation. I suggested it wasn’t
necessary to pay the higher membership. A Black Shirt overheard as he walked
past. I panicked. We are expected to always toe the party line. Paying more for
our membership is good – paying less is bad. At the end of that class Momma’s
Boy was walked into the office and I never saw him again.
I was paranoid they were onto me. At the end
of our next class, two senior Instructors hovered at the end of the mat. They
had called in the heavies. I saluted Gung Lee, plotting my escape. They glanced
at each other. I grabbed my bag and broke through the group, dashing down the
stairs. After a brief scramble they gave up the chase, not wanting to cause a
scene.
I can’t give the Instructors the slip much
longer. They’ll haul Jen and me into the office and make us answer to the Shredder.
There will be no choice but to open our wallets and don the black shirt.
Or we’ll both disappear, never to be seen at the
Academy again.
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